Whats your definition of 'true friends'?
In the past, my definition of true friends are simply people whom you find comfortable hanging around with. They must be people who will laugh at your jokes, be there whenever you wanna chill out or smth. They will sit with you during breaks, accompany you to the toilets, shop with you, brunch with you, and yeah, simply just spend the fun times with you.
But as i grow older, and i stepped into a whole new environment, with different friends and teachers and everything else. I realised my thinking was wrong, totally wrong.
Especialy after the giant step we all take, from primary school to sec school, and from sec school to now, jc/poly. The definition of true friends became clearer than ever to me now.
True friends, arent just people whom you find comfortable and fun to hang around with. When youre with them, you can truly be yourself. You can act freely, and snort the loudest, sit in the most unglam manner, slip and fall and laugh at yourself, and simply, just being yourself. You dont feel any restrictions, and yeah, comfortable and true.
What's the most impt thing is that, they dont make you feel like youre alone in this damn world. You wont feel like youre being abandon by the world, and youre left behind - alone, walking this stupid long stretch of journey of life - alone. True friends make everything/everyday fine. They seems to be the one supporting the sky, when the sky seems to be falling down on you. They're always there to pick you off the ground, everytime you find yourself hitting the rock bottom. And yeah, they make life more interesting and fulfiling and fun and interesting and better.

No, i dont want just friends whom i hang around with, to chill out and have fun.
No, i dont want to have friends, but ended up havin to bottle everything inside of me.
No, i dont want to look as though i have friends, but i cant find absolutely no one to msg/call and tell them my troubles.
No, i dont need friends, for the sake of having them.

I need friends, friends who are true with friendships everlasting. I need friends, who will make me feel that 'hey! There're actually more to life than these.'. I need friends who will always be there to pick up the phone everytime i need them. And i need friends, true friends, whose listening ears are always there.
What's your definition of 'true friends'?
And are your current true friends, really 'true friends', who will brave through the storm with you?

And you, quit bringing me on an emtional rollarcoaster ride. Please? =l

the world's a confusion
and so are you;

My dearest dearest ah da bin. <3>
Okay, i totally miss you, in every single retarded ways. Be it the way we rushed out of the hostel to collect hot water, or the way we try to sing songs at a really low voice so that people wont hear, or the way we complain about our hair being messy, or simply, everything. :D I love the way you act cute too, the way we bully you, makin you climb up and down the beds, the way we always try to make you oei but failed. Thank you, for your company and entertainment in every other ways.
The trip ended, but our friendship just started! (OMG. This sounds terribly cheesy) But yeah, its nice tt we still bump into each other in school often. (: Its even nicer to think of the fact that yay! We get to go out tgt again after promos!
And i really really love you, my dearest one and only ah da bin.


My darling pammy! <3>
I miss your company. ): I miss the fact that we two always go for the left side while taking a photo, i miss waking up every morning, to see you puling the ends of your hair. I even miss seeing the true you every night in hostel, yknow those snacks. :D Haha! Thank you so much, for your company during this trip. I really enjoyed every single second spent with you okayy. (:
And i really really love you too, my dearest one and only pammy.


My beloved miss little messy. <3>
I miss you and your messy, horrendous looking table! I miss you screaming at the tv shows in the hotel! I miss you and your silly actions while youre asleep! :D Haha, dear girl. I miss the blur-ness you always show when youre lost. Yes, i even missing shouting over to the guys' hsotel with you. How fun! (: Thanks for always having to stay in the hotel room when im bathing cos im afraid to be alone. =p Hehe.
And i really really love you three, my dearest one and only miss little messy.


My dearest mj.
Hello you retarded, hyperactive, crazy, madness monkey. Youre really totally retarded. The way you smash controllers against the walls, the way you scream and shout when youre high, and the way you jump on the way like a monkey. But thank you you, for the company and not psing me. (: (I cant believe i went on such a long trip with just knowing a single soul like you okayyy.) Thank you, for being gentlemanly during the trip to all the girls, for being direction sauvy, and for being such a fun clown to hand around with. <3>


My beloved friend, jon.
Hello you. Still wanna eat hotcakes? (: Haha! Youre really hiliarious to hang around with, yknow. Although soemtimes youre such a bugger, refusing to go abck to your correct room! LOL but still, yes! I still rmbr the time, when aaron and i accidentally dropped your blanket on the floor. You started whining is this really funny slang. And rmbr the time at the airport, you started acting really childish. Haha, youre such a clown! Thanks for making the trip such an enjoyable and funny one. (:


To the seven of us.
Us and our nonsense. Us and our rubbish. Us and our laughter. Us and our complaints. Us and our madness. Us and our hyperactiveness. Us and our company. Us and our entertainment. Us and our shoppings. Us and our fun. Us and our retardedness. Us and our friendships! (:
The trip would definitely not be the same without your company! :D

And hey! Doesnt mean i din mention bout the rest, the rest of the trip doesnt exist! :D Ive made quite alot of friends too! :D

I dont know where were we, but ya. The clique girls! :D
At night, we were all our way out for dinner! (:
Some city area i think, this time round, its near the sea! Us again.
Camwhoring on the bus.
Oh, my new baby. (: Samsung mp3. Sexy huh. <3> I uploaded all the nice songs, and even uploaded photos into it. For the trip, i went to get this charger, to charge this mp3 without using the com. Once i reach china, guess what i realised? I forgot to bring the damn cable. I was seriously so upset. ):
Us on a boat to some island. Okay, at this island. It's just like an imitation of jurong birdpark. No joking! Including the birds' show and stunts. :D There's this parrot called Binbin! And oh ya, they're seriously out to get our money man. One of the bird's stunt was to 'steal' our money! We were supposed to hold up money and they'll actually fly to your hand and take the money. Smart jon took out the hotel card, none of the bird were interested. LOL.
Three of us. (:
Me in front of some old medicine shop.
See, Pam and Binbin are forever acting cute. Tsk.
Pammy pammy pammy. =p
Ah da bin! Advertise for 'wahaha'. Oh yar, 'Wahaha' sounds familiar huh? It's a name of a brand for drinks in china. I drank those in yunnan back last yr too! :D
The boatride. I got a little tan after sitting in the sun. Oh yay!


Our room doors! (: Sometimes, i get confused as t, which is my hotel room. Hahaha, the six of them should know what this means!
Calister's bathing.
At the 'book city'. Aaron and i went mad at the 'acrade'. :D We spent quite alot there too. Haha. This scene was really hiliarious. He put the tokens into the slots, and the kids started snatcing the basketballs. LOL. But say, doesn't this look like a dad and his children? (: how sweet.
Okay, we took train back to some place to take plane back to singapore. :D And again, the train's condition is seriously much better than what i thought it would be. Haha, pardon pam. But this is the girls' cabin. :D Quite nice and romantic right, with the fake rose. (:
Me! We took up the whole carriage 11. :D
Ah da bin bin.
Me!
Haha. Ive tons of retarded photos of jon. But to protect his privacy, i shall only update one. Haha, jon's seriously one funny guy. I rmbr that time, all of us were in his room. I accidentally dropped his blanklet on the floor, and he started talkin in this slang. It was really hiliarious. Ask aaron, we both laughed til our stomaches hurt like mad. Haha! Kinda miss his nonsense though. LOL.
Airport! Okay, another story. (: First, when we alight fro the train, poor binbin left her drawing for her mum on the train. ): We waited really long before moving off from the station. And the station were really horrendous! Everyone's shoving their way thru the station and eewk. All of us were kinda pissed off. I just rolled my luggage over this person's feet. Like hello, stop blocking the narrow passageway. ): Boo. And once we get our butts out of the station, we dragged and pulled and tugged our heavy gangatic and huge luggages to the bus. Wa, it is horrible! We went up the stairs, down the stairs, up the slope, down the slope, etc. Pfft. Okay, one good thing. The bus's airconditioner were superb! :D But there were alot of mosquitoes in the bus. Jiaying Weixiang and Aaron were busy killing them. Haha. We reached the airport, and we took those trolleys to put our luggages. Jon and i were acting retarded, and we sat on our luggages. Aaron were pushing the trolley i was on, while Cal was pushing the trolley jon was on. Haha. Yes yes, just like uncivilised barbarians. But heck, it was really fun! And the second ride, Aaron braked the trolley suddenly, and i flew out literally, and landed on my butt okayy. ): OUCH. Pfft.
Blahblahblah, after the flight, we were back to this homeland! :D We were smiling so happily cos we forgot about the stress and music that we'll face. We only could rmbr the fact that singapore's cool. :D

There're other photos i wanted to post up, but aiyah. No time no time. So many things, too little time. ): Mm, for now. I wanna study, wel, i dont exactly have a choice btw. I have to! ): Goodness gracious me.

'ive already said i need another runaway;